again i read my tumblrs and there so depressing
i want to write something good on here.wtf
PLease tell me that im not the only one going through this
or am i some sick psycho? some disgusting girl who revolves her life around the thought of love?
am i crazy ?…
wtf ….i need some soul searching.i need to find out what i really want.
and no it just cant be running away from home…getting married and traveling..
oh god but that sounds so good.
maybe im that .01% of people who wouldnt mind getting married young.im mean i would want to live my life…but having someone else in it isn’t so bad,
but first i need to learn how to love correctly.
omg side tracked.
i hope theres someone out there like me….so i dont think im mentally ill.
or maybe…just maybe ill grow out of this…maybe i just feel this way cause im in love with someone.
maybe eventually ill get over love….and live happily feeling everything but love.
i mean idk.
i love the feeling so much.getting held, getting caressed, sleeping intertwined in there body.sharing secrets, telling stories.thats all me.
oh god im disgusting.
thank fucking god this isnt public to anyone
well it is but thank god no one reads this….hopefully.
