…and maybe one day we’ll be just friends.
But for now we’re strangers.Finally going our separate ways.But before then
before i completely try to forget you…i want to write what you truly were to me.
Protection, the one thing i always wanted…since i was a little girl.Your hugs made me feel so safe.And honestly i loved your anger problems, you made it feel like no one could hurt me.
….but when you hit me…the protection thing was lost.
Your comfort, the cuddling, sleeping together, …your heart beat were the only things i looked forward to.I felt like the only way i could deal with my life is if i could feel your skin every other day, and if i had it my way…every day.every minute , every second would be spent laying on your chest….hearing you breath.
That smile….that kills me every time.sends a fucking pain through my body every time i see it.
Your kisses, if i could live off them i would.i loved the little kisses you gave me when i slept over.I loved those kisses on my back.felt like heaven.but what i loved the most…and it rarely happened..were the kisses on my forehead.That goes hand in hand with feeling like you were protecting me.
The love we made, wasn’t always romantic, but i loved it, i loved feeling your hands, holding me tight.I loved hearing your moans.I loved hearing you breath so hard.
i hated, not finding the right words to say, not being able to say all the i love you’s when i couldve.
i hate to think that’ll ill be just a bad memory.
..but what ill miss the most
is waking up in the middle of the night whispering sweet “i love you’s” into you ear and hoping you were dreaming of me <3
