cried in such a long time, but here i am pouring out.Im so dumb, all i did was hang out with him..and now i feel like all the happiness got sucked out of me.
now i have to restart this whole process again.I have to stay in for a couple of days and recover from this dumb heartache..
how dumb was i?…to think anything good would come out of this
i tried to enjoy a night out with my friends and all i was doing was waiting for his txt
WTF.
end this here NOW.
fuck this.fuck him.fuck the fact that i base my entire life off of my emotions.
